here i am on xmas day. alone in my hotel room about to call room service for something that i probably can't finish due to my lack of appetite. my head has this slight/subtle yet persistent pounding (which is by far MUCH better than like an hour ago). earlier my nose felt like it was going to drop off from too much sneezing and blowing, and it also felt like it was held on to my face by the amount of mucus that my mucus glands were producing. and i felt like i was in a vacuum. not only that the skin around my nose was absolutely red and painful and everytime i cough, i felt like my head was going to explode. i wanted nothing more than to go back home and lie on my comfy bed. or rather i wanted nothing more than to collapse and die. such was my agony. but i'm feeling better now. just not well enough to venture out into the wonderful nightlife of pattaya.

i'm feeling kinda guilty. kinda spoilt the hols for my mom. she had wanted to shop while dad went to work or played golf with bro but then i really was like half dying so had to come back to the hotel to rest. haiz.. and tmr is like our last day here in pattaya before going back to songkhla (ie land of boring-ness) haiz.. hopefully i'll be able to feel better and get some shopping done. can't hope to get tanned liao.... that i'll leave it to our sentosa outing with the class pple. haiz... hopefully u guys out there are having a funner xmas than poor me here in pattaya. which doesn't make sense cos i'm suppose to be having lots more fun. i'm in pattaya for christ's sake. where the shopping is good, food is cheap and weather is nice. argh! talk abt sucking balls.. this majorly suck balls!